| The faces of people are not what they seem... |
[Jun. 21st, 2003|12:13 am] |
You know... It's funny how the people you think are your friends are really the ones that talk maybe the most shit about you? They are just so fake it's not even funny. I mean, everyone is fake in their own way but why keep up the act? If you don't like someone, why pretend and make it uncomfortable for everyone? If people are going to talk shit at least have the fucking guts to confront the person instead of just whispering behind their back. What's the point in being fake and pretending to like the person when you really don't? Why even say things that you don't even mean? Why not just don't say it at all? I'm glad I graduated so I don't have to see these kinds of people anymore; don't have to deal with them, don't have to see them, and mostly: don't have to talk to them at all anymore.
Fuck you fake people. Yea, we did have some good times, but most of the times shit talk about me has been flying around a lot. Just stop pretending, it'll do us all good. Yea, go on with your little lives being ignorant and naive. Someday, I hope you'll get the same feeling that I've had and maybe even worse. Then you'll know how the fuck it feels and maybe you'll wake up to reality and stop living in a dream world where you think you're the fucking king/queen of everyone. The world doesn't revolve around you so stop thinking that it does and wake the fuck up. The high school world is over. Welcome to the real world where I hope it'll kick you in the ass and make you feel like shit, just like you did to me.
Goodbye. |
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| Hmm.. |
[May. 15th, 2003|12:11 am] |
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| | Fatboy Slim - Rockafeller Skank | ] |
I think I should change my site soon... If only I had the time...
I think I'll be remaking it in Dreamweaver...
I might keep the style or change it... Any suggestions? |
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| Well.. |
[Apr. 12th, 2003|09:28 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Telepop Musik - Just Breathe ... (Such a relaxing song) | ] |
I haven't updated this thing in ... FOREVER ... And Aileen just reminded me about it... SSOOO ... I'm updating it right now JUST FOR YOU AILEEN!!! Haha. Ciao. |
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| Die. |
[Jan. 6th, 2003|10:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pessimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Aaliyah - Miss You | ] |
Argh. I am in this like... "THE WORLD HATES ME" kind of mood. I had a good day at school but was still so damn tiring. I was so tired after school, and I wasn't feeling all that peachy. I was getting dizzy the rest of the day and had body aches all over, especially my arms, and was just NOT feeling good whatsoever. My second bro is being a little greedy bitch. It's kinda cold in my room and I wanted the heater for my room, but he's all like.. "IT'S NOT EVEN COLD. WELL I'M COLD TOO AND I'M GOING TO USE IT LATER" ... And he's not even using it. How the hell is he going to tell me I'm not cold?! Bah, whateverz. I'll just freeze. I just got home, too. Stupid mom had to move shit TONIGHT. Bah whateverz, I just feel so shitty right now. Those shooting pains are still in my arms... Argh. I usually only get that when I have a fever. I hope I don't have a fever... Meh. Whatevz. |
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| Kick Back ... |
[Jan. 5th, 2003|08:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Isyss - Single for the rest of my life | ] |
Well, last night I went to Aki's kick back at the Best Western motel with Edo, Milai, and Jun. Jun was our driver. Soooo many people were there, it was so fun. I didn't drink a lot. I think just like... two shots of Hennessey, a smirnoff ice, and some beer. My face was SO red once again, dayumm... And I think yesterday night was the last time I could see Steve before he left for Japan. I wish him all the luck! Well I met some new people, and this one guy that works with Aki is so funny. Him and his "military style pissing." Ahaha I had a blast. So great to end my winter vacation with that. Then I just spent the night at Milai's house again. Hehe.
I hate how it's school time again. I mean.. I don't mind going to school, I like school, I just hate having to wake up so early every day and getting SO much homework everyday. I'm so tired of all of that.. but not like I can do anything.. so meh. :\ Oh well, It's all good I guess. Still gotta finish my Bio hw. >:| |
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| FunNNnNnn... |
[Jan. 2nd, 2003|10:45 pm] |
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| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tatu - All the things she said. | ] |
Well anyways, New Years Eve was FUNNN!!! First, I went with Jun to this guy Tony's house.. up in PV!! BIG ASS HOUSE... He had the CUTEST Pompom named Noodles... he drinks, too! haha. Damn... Tony's house was HUUGGEE and he had a BIG screen TV too. This guy is living it up! Well around like.. 9 we went back to Edo's house cuz that's where the rest of my friends were and Jun was picking up Edo anyways. Milai got soOoOOoO drunk it was HILARIOUS. She was drunk as hell and I was hyper as hell so both of us were just dancing all night. My thighs and hips hurt from dancing so much >.< LoL... Anyways... It was a fun time counting down to 2003. We all hugged and everything... it was a sweet moment. *tear* ... Then Aki came later on with some of his friends. Hah. Aki is sOoOo cute when he's drunk. It's so funny.. haha. I didn't drink at all this time. I didn't want to get all red and everything. Most of us stayed up until around 6 or 7 am.. Almost everyone left, but Me, Lina, Milai, Chad, Casey, and Grant were still there and we ate breakfast at Denny's. HELLA EXPENSIVE... NEVER eat food at Denny's around holidays. They jack up the prices like... THREE TIMES!! Holy cow. It was soooo freaking expensive!!! Well we were stupid enough to still eat there. lol. A lot of people came in and then left. We were all predicting who would stay and who would leave. it was so funny, LoL. I slept the wwhoolleee ddaayy cuz I was sooo tired.
Then... This morning i woke up around 8am cuz my mom wanted me to go downtown with her to buy stuff for the shop. I was sooo tired today, damn.. Then around 7 Jun called me to go eat dinner with them at this korean bbq place. It was pretty goood. Haven't ate korean bbq in a while. They spoke Japanese like... the whole time so I didn't understand them one bit. :\ It's all good tho.. I still had a good time. They talked about me sometimes though in Japanese and I didn't know what they said >.< Hope they weren't making fun of me or anything... LoL. Then Jun dropped me off at Hacienda. He's soOoOo nice. THANKS JUN (if you read this. ^.^) Well my mom tried to stop me from going but eh.. I don't think so! Haha. I know how far I can push her. LoL. Anyways... it's alllll good. |
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| Fun... then stupid mom... |
[Dec. 31st, 2002|12:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Something Corporate - Punk Rock Princess | ] |
Today was a good day... until I got home, that is... well... I went to the mall with Lina, Junko, Milai, Jessica, Chad, and Grant and us girls took pictures.. and hung around the mall for a bit. Then went to Gable House and decided to go to Del Amo to eat. Lina took me home and Jun called me up so I told my mom I was gonna go out to hang out with my friend. Jun and I just went out to drink some tea and then I got home around 11pm. I called my mom to tell her I was home and she goes.. "this is your last time." in the tone that I HATE the most. Like.. there is nothing that I hate more than that tone because she's said that to me before. So I got really pissed and I asked her, "what exactly don't you trust me with??" and she was just silent. Then I said.. "It's not like I got out every night. This is winter vacation and I RARELY ever go out with my friends cuz I live so far away from them." And she was just silent. I seriously don't understand what the hell is going through her mind. I don't get drunk, I don't fuck anyone, I don't even kiss anyone, I don't smoke, I don't do ANYTHING bad whatsoever.. and yet she thinks I do all of that. I DON'T GET HER!!! She pisses me off so much that I can't even express it in words. I go to school every fucking day, I get good grades, I work for her everyday after school and on the weekends, and then I just come home at night. I get to hang out with my friends maybe once or twice a month. And now that I get a change to hang out with my friends, she's fucking being a bitch about it. WHAT THE FUCK DOES SHE EXPECT ME TO DO!??! Sit at home and fucking study and read a book 24/7?!?! Dude I'm really going to go crazy. I CAN'T STAND HER. ARGH I'm so pissed off right now. I HAD a good fucking day until this bitch came and ruined every fucking thing. |
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| Thinking.... |
[Dec. 30th, 2002|01:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Newfound Glory - Head On Collision | ] |
I think I like this guy... Is it wrong?! Bah... I'm in waaayyy over my head. Must... Stop... Thinking... About... Him... o.0 |
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| Yayyy... |
[Dec. 28th, 2002|09:35 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | DJ Aero - Ordinary World | ] |
Well... I just came back from just hanging out with Edo... Had a good time.. just chatting and stuff. Found out some interesting things about people... We went to the mall first... just walked around and stuff... then went to Tea Station and just ate a lil' bit of a snack and had some tea to drink.. and just chatted. Good Stuff. |
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| Xmas eve. |
[Dec. 26th, 2002|11:34 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | some trance song. | ] |
OK that night was Hecka fun. We went out and ended up going to in n' out.. how ghetto.. but it was still hecka fun. LOTS of people were there with us... but almost all were Edo's friends. lol. It was sooo fun. then we just hung out around their house... drinking... seriously, drinking is not for me. i get RED as hell. my new nickname is now... BIG RED... shit i was GLOWING red. and everyone else got all... hecka drunk. steve was being a jerk to some people.. but then again he was drunk as hell too... then we went to watch Lord of the Rings on christmas. GOOD movie. Very good. Me loves. I would upload that pic of me and Edo.. but like.. i'm fucking red as hell. lol.. so i dun wanna. anyways... i had fun. lots of fun. can't wait till your new years eve party y0! |
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| WINTER FORMAL!!! |
[Dec. 15th, 2002|09:47 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | The Wallflowers - When You're On Top | ] |
meow. that is all. |
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| LOL OMG!!!! |
[Oct. 16th, 2002|08:38 pm] |
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| | silly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Taproot - Poem | ] |
Haha.. so.. I wanted to clean out my room just now.. and i began sorting through all this mail lying around on my floor... and i came across a plastic-bag package that's a sample from Ralphs (our supermarket here) to my oldest BROTHER. It was bulgy so i wondered what it was and opened it.. and guess what?!?! they sent my BROTHER some PADS.. Always PADS... AHHAHAHHAHA omg that made my day i started busting up laughing.. i showed it to my mom and my other brother and they laughed like hell too.. hahaha omg so funny. :D |
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| New Digicam!! |
[Sep. 14th, 2002|01:38 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | Tori Amos - A Sorta Fairytale | ] |
Yay we have TWO digicams!! They're the same kind, Sony ones... those EXTRA small digicams. it's smaller than my cell phone!! anyways we bought two cuz my oldest bro is sheisty and won't let me use it so my second bro is nice and bought a second one where we can share it. :D it's sooo awesome. we can take lotsa pics and record up to like..a 5min. video with it. no sound tho. but it's still awesome.
and school... wow. first week of school is already over. Bio is harder than i thought. >:X well it's o.k. i just hope i can handle it. i like my classes this year. i like all my teachers, too. it's a good thing cuz if i dont' like my teachers then i dont' do well in the class... and i'm taking like.. 4AP classes. :X i hope i don't die in all this work!! :O |
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| done and done! |
[Aug. 5th, 2002|03:44 pm] |
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Well I finally finished my new website. Mucho thanks to Karl for hosting me. :D Anyways... for the people who are viewing this entry through livejournal only, goto www.anarchy.com/~katnipp to see my site. Sign my book, too! :D And for the others who are viewing this through my site, ignore it. :D |
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| Stupid Asshole |
[Aug. 3rd, 2002|11:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Utada Hikaru - Letters | ] |
Why is my brother such an asshole to me? WTF is his fucking problem? God he pisses me off to no end. ALL I want him to do is take me to go buy some food. IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD?! He's all like, "Go yourself." WTF! Obviously, if I fucking could I would but I can't drive and it's not within walking distance. ARGH. He treats his fucking girlfriend better than his own sister. I can't wait to drive and move out. I can't fucking stand his bullshit. ARGH I am so pissed off. |
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| Happy Happy Joy Joy |
[Jul. 20th, 2002|10:44 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Weezer - Keep Fishin | ] |
Haha, yay! My bro bought me a new bag today. I'm using it for school tho... I like it. :D It was only $5 too.. downtown... hahaha! We bought four suitcases and that bag for only 95 dollars. HECKA cheap y0. Real deal! Weeeee I'm happy .. hehe. |
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| Insomnia! |
[Jul. 16th, 2002|05:23 am] |
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Argh... Can't even sleep at night. Was bored so I read a few chapters from one of my summer reading books. It's pretty interesting so far. Just played a round of WC3 against comp. I won again, go me. I'm so bored right now. Hmm... Wednesday I get to goto Universal Studios with my mom and all of them. Thursday is my senior portrait day so musn't miss that. I still need to keep up with my Key Club hours. I think I'm really behind or something, hah. I haven't updated my page in a while. Then again, I have nothing to update it on. I don't have any good pics I would wanna put on there so eh... I don't know. I'll see if I can get any postable pics or what not. Adios. |
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| New House |
[Jun. 25th, 2002|01:57 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chad Kroeger - Hero | ] |
Yay! Summer's here and I'm officially moved into my new house!! Me so happy. :D Well, summer's here and I still have lots of summer homework to do.. :\ I got Key Club still over the summer... and I need a job! I am so poor I need money!! Well I've been cleaning my room all day today since like... 5pm to like.. 12:30am. Now my room finally looks like MY room. ;D I have some pictures I should scan and load onto here. When I DO finish that, I'll post up another message. ;D Anyways, I'm out for now, Adios. |
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| SAT II !! |
[May. 25th, 2002|11:17 pm] |
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oh yea, i got my results from my SAT II.. i got 600 in writing.. 610 in math IIC w/ calculator.. and 600 in chem.. i'm actually happy cuz i thought i did HORRIBLE in that thingy.. so yea.. go me! ;D |
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| San Diego!!!! |
[May. 25th, 2002|11:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Utada Hikaru - Hikari | ] |
Yay!! I'm in San Diego right now with my mom and these two other people. We took the Amtrak down here.. about 2 or 3 hours.. i wasn't really paying attention.. but anyways.. We're spending the night here and going back home on Sunday.. we're gonna goto the San Diego wild animal park!! yayyy!! i get to go see them lionnsss!! *raWr* teehee. ;D anywayss... memorial day weekend... what to do monday.. maybe watch a movie or something. iono.. oh yea, i'm using a comp at the hotel.. lol! they have free internet access.. sooo awesome.. lol. teehee... and it's like.. a niiicccee connection too.. yayy!! me is happy.. okkie imma go now.. laterz all! |
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